Tuesday, July 9, 2024

" The growing day"

 The growing day #? √

From time of dark, before the light 

Until that time day triumphs night

I sit within my woods and watch

The glory grow in sylvan notch

I take the time to watch in wonder

Daylight build the world asunder

The signs of day are slowly coming

As subtle as a thrush's thrumming

No doubt can be, you'll watch too long

For lovely as a thrush's song

As first momentous glimpse of light

That tolls the end of blackest night

With vaguest glance, the world is etched

No depth, no tint, just briefly sketched

And, then, the slightest silver slips

Upon the world to touch the tips

And sharpened edges come to fore

But still in gray from star to core

So slowly, all along the depth

The thief along the border crept

To steal away night's deepest black

He enters through a narrow crack

Behold, for now, the day will start

And coal and char will now depart

It is beginning of events

That lead to wondrous day, immense

I tremble, now, as night relents

But, sun has yet to cross the fence

Yet, now the world begins to form

In shades of gray, no colors warm

Still, whether it is spring or fall

No way the eye can tell at all

There’s still no color to the leaves

As, night to day, does slowly ease

And, then, a hint, the softest brush

The barest tint comes with a rush

Now lanes of light pass through the trees

Untouched, it taps me on the knees

As welcome as a morning breeze

True morning's here, at last, to seize



Wow!  I just realized how much of a double entendre this whole poem is.  Unfortunately, it remains dark.  So, I've never reached even the third line.  Just that true morning I would like to see, though I would certainly watch the day grow until full light, if given the chance.   Waiting in the dark is getting on my nerves (annoyed, not freaking out).


This rhoem was actually written while sitting in a sylvan notch.

" Petals"

 Petals # √

Bright petals of the day are strewn across my winding path

So, step and pick them up, just once, and smell the season's laugh

And, as I wander through this life, I pick the petals more

For there, alone, is where the life is on the path to soar


" Picturesque"

 Picturesque

There have been times within my life that seemed so picturesque

That left in mind an imprint of a complex arabesque

A feel, a smell and pattern left across the fields of mind

All senses are arrayed to swell the heart and later find

A vision, blinding, in its gift to take the breath away

Triggered by a sight or scent or song I seldom play

A song in heart that sings a sigh that only my heart hears

A surge of soul that slumbered deep across the spanning years

Perchance to waken at the slightest hint of something past 

That thunders through the senses with full weight and fully massed

Eternal sighs, again, might be a phrase that I could use

But, breathless, from the memory, the word that I would choose

All beauty binds a way of life that captures as it sends

It happens just so often now, I wonder what portends

A hint of things to come?  Of pure beauty's final race?

I staggerdrop and wonderfall at thought I might embrace

That all of life completes the dream, reflected in a face

Monday, July 8, 2024

" The weaver and the wizard "

 The weaver and the wizard

The artisan begins his tireless toil

The consequence of all the threads uncoil

The whisper of the weaver's patience tasked

Each thread, an answer to a question asked

But, for the tapestry to answer all

The blend of threaded questions must enthrall

Suspended gaze must answer to the call

The witness of the wizard wherewithal

A tableau that can cast the curing spell

Eliminate inertias that propel

The tapestry unbinds the vile unreason

Transforming life from winter's brutal season

The weaver builds the tapestry from thread

The wizard brings the life to those undead

In colors bright, the tapestry portrays

That life can be more than the pending days

Warm and rich, this life beneath the sun

The weaver and the wizard are as one

" Golden sounds"

 Golden sounds

To hear the children's easy laughter

Or, silence of the night

Should hold the will for ever after

With will for all that's right

Allay the crippled thoughts of man

And bring him here to see

The ways to learn, un-crippled stand

At last, so boldly free

" Springtime"

 Springtime √

The murmurings of spring attend the world tonight

Such breathless feelings singing of the wild heart and delight

The white has turned to green and red

Snow's gone without a trace

The flowers burst up in their bed

Life quickens to the pace


I remember when my abode experienced winter.

" The shore"

 The shore

I walk along the rocky shore

My thoughts go out to sea, once more

I pause upon the seaward course

I wish to trust without remorse

For all the ripples on the water

Cast along the foam to slaughter

What makes of life just sad abuse

No, not courageous, just obtuse

I trust myself with loving hue

And, balance all against the few

Through all of time, I'll never rue

I stroll along the sandy coast

While time stands still and plays the host

To all those thoughts remembered best

Her love, her scent and all the rest

This tempest of the ransomed past

So finely set, uniquely cast

Through all these tendrilled thoughts of mine

That go so far on back through time

The wondrous ripples of the ages

All attest like endless mages

So many lives of trial and error

Are now complete without the terror

A coast across the water seen

An island there that’s always been

A barrier of mist between

That shields the lives both crisp and keen

The driftwood fragments here and there

Are fractured far beyond repair

Those precious moments, glimpse a view

Like blue sea glass, so very few

This gentle day of late November

That brings to life all I remember

The beat of life takes hold once more

I walk away from sandy shore


" Lightning"

 Lightning # √

The waves engender lightning as I struggle to the shore

I feel the shock of wind and rain, and don the helm, once more

The weight of salty water bears me, slowly, towards the ground

The strength of tides required now, to keep me safely bound

Upon a course set years ago

The footsteps set precise and slow

The flicker of the lightning brightens all the ways in which

The leaves of time will blow away, all seasons at a pitch

I drag myself above the tides, beyond the craggy crest

And stand above the highest rocks, for Traveler, a test

I turn and look upon the ocean's ragged, furied wake

As trav’ler, bending test of time, recovers from the ache

"Sway"

 Sway

I enter on the balcony above the royal hall

And, as I gaze upon the guests, I think, once more, "Stand tall!"

That is the way to start the dance, the only dance that counts

'Tis with a will and with the strength to sway with swing and bounce

From life to life, no more the thought that ever wind will raise

The spectre of that struggle gone along with its own maze

For time does take unto itself, at last, to rake and raze

But, deep inside the endless soul looks on with steady gaze

" Thoughts "

 Thoughts

So sad, they speak coincidence

So dulled by life’s experience

So conquered by man’s great façade

So numbed to Nature’s simple nod

There’s more to life than chug and shake

It is a dance, make no mistake

To drudge through life from stem to stern

With nothing left and nothing learned

So, to my heart, I now commit

To find the time and so, to wit

Not hasten to the vain and glory

But, find my own true life and story

Up from the depths of furthest past

Upon my future life, I cast

It is no gamble, though may seem

To ride upon bold time’s own stream

For this is what it’s all about

It is but life’s most bold redoubt

To know, so deep, that I am one

With all of time, within I’ve won

To hold the love and find the peace

This battled soul will never cease

To understand this peace I glimpse

My wearied soul, along it limps

It is the peace of soul, I say

'Tis not the peace of one bright day

For battles will be fought and lost

For peace of soul, there is a cost

So, ’til this war is lastly won

I glory now, beneath the sun

I know it’s hard to understand

It often seems like shifting sand

And, when I reach the age of dust

Will I still hold this final trust?

Yes


This one truly blows my mind.  I still do not understand how it is all there, long before I had a clue what I was talking about.  It is all there.


the only real angst i've ever encountered was regarding the stupour.  it was essential to convey it in this manner first - without all of the angst interfering. i will get back to that, even if it takes another lifetime.  i don't know whether i desire to come back to a Humanity that works or that i have to drag it through, once again.  there is something alluring in the idea of being the first to bring it home.  really, it seems superfluous.  i'll just say i will be ready, if it is the case. (d.e.'s all over the place)